Is been 2 days didn't update my blog, this 2 day really having a bad day.
My handphone sim card got problems and all my friends couldn't find me and even don't know how to contact me, so i just stay at home because feeling so down that my house problems haven't solve~
Today i went out to find my friends and when i just start my car engine and begin to reverse and tried to turn left side~ there's a kid riding a bicycle bump into my car and my car was still moving to left side and unconsciously my car has just cross the kid foot and beside there's a steamboat restaurant full of people and they all were standing up to see what's has happen??!!!! i knew it must be worst thing has happen to me and i drive to a side and wanna pull over and want to go down to see what's the condition of the kid then suddenly i found out that the kid has flee away~~ i hurried catch 1 of his friends and ask how is he?? serious injured?? his friend say is ok~~ nothing......
that time i was feeling relief~~ when i driving i was totally lost myself because all infront my eyes were the problems that flew here and flew there..... i am so unconscious that what i was doing and even now i don't even know that i was able to laugh or not..... feeling so tired of all the time........
Today my friend ask me to go count down because today is merdeka eve, But i reject them because i don't feeling wanna go count down in such a condition...... actually i've been so emo this lately but i try to control my own emotion so that they won't go wild...... i don't think there is a person that can help me now but i will not give up believing that there's a hope~~ a hope that always shine inside my heart that still makes me believe this world is still beautiful of all good things and good people
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