Now is morning 3.15am, can't sleep cause i've been sleeping whole day since 7 something till 1 something, when wake up feeling very bored and tired, suddenly so feel wanna play dota but lazy to go out, keep on disturbed by the troubles that trouble me.......
then i go to open some song to listen while playing some card games...... suddenly my eye flow out something but i didn't notice it until it reach my chin and drop into my clothes then i just realize it was a tears fall down to my clothes
actually i am not feeling that sad but just so annoy and keep on thinking a resolution to solve the current problems but my own body isn't like what my mind thinks it like, from this point i can see i growing tougher but my usual self haven't adapt to it and still like previous self when facing a problems i just will keep on evade and cry alone in my room
The time i stay in my room i finally realize that there is nobody can help me and all i can do is to count on myself and i clearly knows that compare to the future that current problems is just a small case compare to future unknown problems that may arrives.......
even though always looking like so many friends but i always feeling so lonely and seems like nobody that is truly understand me and i can't even find that friends till now........
right now all i can do is just hope that i can make it through this time and be strong.......
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